Random Thoughts

Last night...i went to bed at 2:30 in the morning. Today I had every intention of sleeping in. At about 9:10 the doorbell rang followed by a loud pounding on the door. No one appeared to be running to answer it. I got up, peaked out my window and saw it was some guys from the city. Figured I better answer it. They were dropping off a trailer cuz we are pulling up a bunch of trees in our yard. *sigh* So my mom shows up and I went back to bed. My cousin pulled up and my mom started talking to her. I was laying back in bed, being upset about being woke up and trying to go back to sleep when the phone rang. Again, no one running to answer the phone. So i sigh and get out of bed. It's my Aunt. I talked to her for a few moments and then went back to bed again. At this point, it was a lost cause. I have to be pretty tired to fall asleep ever because my brain never wants to stop. So I surrendered and decided to let myself do some thinking. Not sure it was a good idea, but here is what I was thinking about:

-Havent heard back from the census, guess I didnt get that job. Which probably means that I will be unemployed this summer.

-Gee, I sure wish i had some health insurance (i think this probably 4-5 times a day! haha)

-In just 3 days I will have been home from my mission for 5 months. That's WEIRD!!

-I can't believe my little sister is old enough to have actually graduated from high school yesterday. That just does not seem possible!

-I really need to start going to the gym. I have lots of free time now so it would be a good time to try to get back into shape.

-I'm actually kinda sad that there is only one more week of Glee left until the end of the seasion. Good thing I have some new shows to keep my occupied.

-I think i could be happy being a teacher after all. Maybe i'll just graduate in El Ed and call it good! Or maybe this is the side of me talking that just really wants to not pay for any more school! haha

-What should i have for breakfast?

-I really should clean off my vanity today. It's totally useless while all this stuff is piled on it

WOAH! I just remembered my dream! I was back at my old apartment in Logan, but I didnt live there anymore. But my room was still empty, just like I left it. I could hear someone back in Blaire's old room so I went back there to see if it was Blaire. There were 3 new girls in my apartment and they were like "Are you our 4th roommate?" and i said "No, but I used to live here" We started talking and they were like "We really want you to move in with us. Here is our number if you change your mind". And for some reason I promised these random girls that I had just met that I would come and visit them! Then it jumps to me mowing my grandparents lawn. Wow, weird ...what is that supposed to mean? Maybe i dreamed that because my friend Brian came home from his mission last night and I was suddenly sad that I wasn't going to be in Logan in the fall. But part of being a grown-up is moving on and doing new things, right?

Well..I think i've rambled long enough. Maybe i'll try one last time to go back to sleep because i'm pretty sure if I dont, my contemplative mood will take over my day. Me and my cute sister-in-law were talking yesterday about how some days you just wake up and feel weird! You cant really explain what's wrong or why you're having an off day. You just are. Little did I know yesterday as I discussed it with Mary..that today would be one of those days. haha